London Diary

Sometimes I really mean it when I call you an idiot. How else could you stand to putting up with someone so erratic and emotional as me?

Someone that constantly worries about the future and forget that today, today is my life and tomorrow I know nothing about.

Someone that gets angry and upset with you when you don`t say the right things, Someone thats so caught up with being a counsellor that everything you say or do gets analyzed to bits and pieces and patched together in random orders.

 I admire you. I admire your strength and your determination,

I admire that even when we are in a storm you are the one who sails the ship back to the harbour, even though I am the one with the map and the one that has been here before.

You say that I need to be patient with you because you are still learning, but you are the one who has shown patience in me. I forget that sometimes. When I find myself in a fog of emotions and my vision is blurry I cannot see your hand reaching out to help me through, but deep down inside I know that it is there, and once the fog lifts everything is clear.

You are clear, my vision is clear and I can see that I am still on the right path.